This New Life

I’m unprepared to live a new life, The one I knew so well, Is not present, I spend hours daydreaming, Where’d it all go? How did I get to this point? An unwanted place of boredom and repeating drama, Even my beer changed. I’m not happy or sad, But deeply disappointed and confused, I miss what I thought would be, Whatever that is, I’m unsure, Because I don’t know this new life. A place of insecurity and desperation, Triggers, threats, no communication, This is Not Growth, I scream, for no one to hear, But me, I’m scattered in my brain, For me to feel, Nothingness, Eh, it’s just a New Life.

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